Rights?

Where is my right?

This is my place but I've been treated like a stranger. 

Feel like being used when they need to.

It can be seen from your face. You expression shows me everything.

Forgive if I'm wrong.

Fyi, I am so happy have multicultural friends. Can't you accept and treat me as if I'm from your place?

Driving Lesson Pt 1

Yeah.  I did my first driving lesson today. Uncle Tan fetched me at home. He is so nice. hehehe.. If I'm not mistaken, those who learn driving will begin at circuit,am I right? But me, terus driving on road hoccay....hehe.. luckily I got some basic. Thanks to 'you'.

so, from Dah Yuh-Pasar-Kampung-Pasar_Airport-Kampung Pemindahan-Tapak-Pasar-Airport-Dahyuh.. this route was done for an hour. fuh.. btw, I drove Viva.. niceee..hehhe..

ok..that's all..

p/s: why they look at me as if I'm a stranger. In fact, in terms of seniority, both of us are senior. Just because they COOK,they want to get MARRIED and they are majority, me myself being looked down upon them. I extremely don't understand.

I want but I can't

Everyone is busy purchasing ticket to go for vacations, 'balik kampung' and so forth. Air Asia is now on promotion started from 15-19 February. As for me, where else I could go?If only Air Asia has at least a flight from Miri to Sibu. If only. and when is MAS gonna do their promo? Via airplane, only MAS available from Miri-Sibu.So, you can expect how 'cheap' the price is.

My colleague also asked about her planning to go for a vacation to KK during Hari Malaysia holidays. To and fro tix is only for rm141? cheap right. I know. but I'm in dilemma right now. I need to use lotsa money. I mean, lotssssssa money. part of me said, "Just go Zakiah.It's once in a lifetime." but the other part of me said," zakiah. don't go. You're going to use lots of money. remember you big planning?do u want to regret just for a vacation?"

See.. I'M TOTALLY IN DILEMMA...

In The Middle

Hallu..

First of all, salam Maulidur Rasul to all muslims in this world. Like other people, I also celebrated our Prophet birthday with perarakan. I could say that, this year was less happening compared to last year.

so, back to the title. in the middle? yes.. I sometimes envy with them who always cook lunch and dinner together,just for them. As for me, when I want to eat, I cook. why should I envy? because they have each other.as for me, I'm all alone. maybe because my food taste is not the same like theirs. well, I prefer 'rebus' type of cooking and they prefer 'lemak'. When one of them has done cooking, she will call the other one to eat. How jealous. I wish I could join them, cook with them and eat together on the same table. 

But if I think again, maybe they are more comfortable with each other because they are from the same place. maybe.I just assume. well yeah, how do you feel if you are not being called up for lunch and dinner because they only cook for themselves?Besides, they're also like browsing through bridal bed together. how jealous!! I couldn't afford to browse such pics until March. May MArch brings good news for us so that I can plan better. ok..enough said

hey hey hey..what's wrong with me?? too sensitive. didn't I? but yeah..I'm sensitive. hmmm... issit because I'm sarawakian?

All new

Hallo readers...

How's holiday?(macam tanya soalan dekat budak-budak pulak). Mine ,so far so good. so, the new timetable really make me hard to breath. dahla today I pissed of with one of my students. she is very gedik one. I don't know why. The way she looks at you will immediately make you wanna slap her face. Luckily I got students who calm me down. or else.you will see me being a hulk.I really need to find a strategy to make her shame.really-really shame.that is  how I treat my problematic students.make them ashamed and remember their mistakes. don't play with me ho. 

maybe some of you wonder,why I choose making them ashamed instead of punishing them like canning them etc ? I don't like pukul people. very not me. I like to sindir them with words yg very pedas. That's why some of my friends don't really like my attitude.because of my mouth. but what to do.it's better to tell the truth than sweet talking?no? you judge..

ok.. i better stop now. I hope I will have something to share tomorrow. till then.. toodles...